Where I Am Now

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Well, like at the end of the movie Mean Girls, I sucked the poison out and cut that toxic shit out of my life. Riiiiigggghhht.....As if it could be boiled down to one easy sentence but I suppose it really actually could. It definitely didn't feel easy (and it still doesn't) and it definitely didn't happen in one sentence but here I am.


As 2021 turned the corner,

  • I started therapy (#NormalizeMentalHealth - guess what? May is Mental Health Awareness Month!)
  • I'm trying out meditation for the first time (I highly recommend the app Insight Timer - great free resource).
  • I quit my job and started a new one. When I put in my notice, someone told me 2 other people put in their notice on the same day (Seriously, can I not have a surprise to myself!!!?).
  • I loved and I lost (If you somehow end up reading this...I’m sorry I wish you the life you deserve).

Phew! It's been quite the Q1!

And right now I’m typing this as my view (I’m dogsitting those two doggos and see how they’re protecting me against the baboons? Ugh I need a doggo in my life.):



Am I not the luckiest person?


But as I talk about this toxic period of my life, just know there were all these moments in between (so much more that outnumber the negativity) that have been full of adventure, laughs, love and of course food. 









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